Snowing - It's Just A Party

 

So this is what I missed in my last year without you: just a hundred nights that I don?t sleep alone. It fucking rules (that I don?t wake up feeling, ?Oh no, not again. I spent my last six bucks on whiskey and I sent a thousand texts that I regret.?).
They?re written in a language I don?t know. There are things you know about me now that I wish you didn?t know.
It?s all right.
And I see that I missed the subtle hints you left me that my little lies had actually hurt a lot. I never meant to cause you drama. I never meant to fall in love and then deny it (try to hide it), but when I we kissed, I would be done, and speaking in some language I don?t know. There are things you know about me now that I wish you didn?t know.
Hey there Melissa, you?re fucking awesome. I just keep going on and on when you?re not around.
But I?m always around, probably dragging you down.
Though I do my best for you.