Handguns - I Hope He Kills You

 

I won't say “i hope your happy with him”.
I promised myself this year i would tell the truth.
I'll pretend my heart's not breaking.
It's taking everything i have not to call you back.
I hope he breaks you down.
The next time you call, i won't be around.
No one ever made me feel like you did
And now i'm struggling to feel anything at all.
It may sound mean like i'm not understanding.
I understand it all too well and i hope that you fall.
You're always on the wrong end of the turnpike.
I want to choke myself to death with the phone line.
“go your own way and i'll be with you”,
(fsf - wearing thin) but nothing that you ever say could make me hate you.
Don't want to laugh last, i don't want to say “ i told you so”.
I want you to call me back and say “i love you”, because i've got nowhere to go.
These nights spent alone without you are dragging me down.
Though i know that this seems bitter,
It's how i get through these nights without you.
I hope that this doesn't come out wrong
But i'd do anything to make you feel on top of the world,
And i'll still be here just like i have always been.