Camisado - Stage IV

 

I?m taking five to see if I?m alive
Did I survive this accident?
Open my eyes and I realize
That I am the patient

All this time I thought that I had
Was gone just like that
Without even a fucking notice
You never looked back

I held on as long as I could
I still can?t let go
There?s a part of me that still
Needs you to know

I still can?t let go
I can?t deny the pain
It?s not fair that
I still cannot let go
I?ll do anything
Fucking anything
It?s so sad that
I still cannot let go

These machines are
Keeping me alive
But would I know the difference
If I were to die

You were everything
That kept my heart whole
Now it?s dark once again
A body with no soul

Is this what I get?
A pain can?t forget

I took out
Everything
To get rid of you
From my heart
But I still miss you

If I could accept that you?re gone
I wouldn?t need this IV
But the only thing I?ll accept
Is that you?ll always be a part of me