- Despondent Surrender
I look all around and I do not like what I can see
The sky is painted gray as tears rain down all over me
My eyes are ever dimming as I sink into this well
Living in the depths of my own self-made hell
I give up on life
I'm not meant for this world
I no longer feel (like I belong here)
I never swam on down this constant ever-flowing stream
Each night I go to sleep wondering if this is all a dream
Lying in my bed and contemplating thoughts of death
Fear escapes me as I long to end my breath
This world is depressing and I feel a need to leave
Caught within the web my misanthropy doth weave
Emotional breakdown and I soon will give in
Despondent surrender, why fight what I cannot win?
Aah.... Aah....
I no longer really care
My eyes are dry my heart is bare
Aah... Aah...
Sinking deeper in the well
I hear the tolling of the midnight bell
Letras
- Bat Horde
Black Masses ( Mercyful Fate cover)
Cold And Distant
Commit Suicide
Dead To The World
Despondent Surrender
Disheartened
Emotionally Massacred
Failed Suicide Attempt
Final Thoughts
Grim Bitterness
Hopeless Emptiness
Lurking In The Dark
My Open Grave
Possessed (Bathory cover)
Raise The Dead
Suicide Pact
Tearstained Coffin
Tearstained Nightsky
The Clouds That Grieve
The Curse Of Christ
The Death Of All That Is Beautiful
The Death Of My Passion
The End Of This Incarnation
The Shallow Pool Of Life
Thunderstorms Ease Me
Trust No One
Whispers